I don’t want to be filmed but rather shoot myself

About This Movie

I don’t want to be filmed but rather shoot myself is an intriguing piece that plays with the dynamics of the filmmaker's gaze. Friedl vom Gröller and Christiana Perschon become both subjects and creators, weaving a meta-narrative where the act of filming itself feels like a character. The black-and-white aesthetic, paired with the silent nature of the work, creates a haunting yet meditative atmosphere. It unpacks themes of visibility and self-representation, all while the shadow of Vom Gröller’s past films looms large on the wall behind. It’s a slow burn that demands patience but rewards with depth, making you ponder the relationship between filmmaker and subjectivity.

This film is quite rare, with limited screenings making it a sought-after piece for those interested in experimental cinema. Its unique exploration of meta-cinematic themes places it in a niche category that draws attention from collectors who appreciate works that challenge traditional storytelling. The scarcity and the underground nature of Vom Gröller’s work only heighten its allure, making it a fascinating topic of discussion among film enthusiasts.