The First Time

About This Movie

So, 'The First Time' is this intriguing little gem from '96 that really dives into the mind of a teenage girl. Fili, our protagonist, is a 15-year-old Berliner who's sort of lost in her own world, dreaming about losing her virginity to Johnny Depp. It’s this mix of innocence and bold aspirations, right? The film captures that dreamy, almost whimsical atmosphere of adolescence, with her audio letters to Depp feeling both earnest and a bit tragic. The pacing has this nice, languid flow that mirrors her daydreaming, making it feel like you're right there with her in those moments of longing. It’s distinctive in its approach, relying on a character's internal monologue rather than flashy visuals, which gives it a unique charm.

This film has seen limited distribution, which contributes to its scarcity in collector circles. It's been released on VHS and, later, on DVD, but never really gained mainstream attention, making copies somewhat elusive. Interest from collectors often revolves around its unique exploration of adolescent fantasies and its artistic approach, marking it as a curious piece from the '90s that resonates with a niche audience.