This Is Not Who I Am

About This Movie

This Is Not Who I Am takes a raw and quite intimate look at the often tumultuous relationship between a mother and son. Joris Koptod Nioky’s approach feels very personal, almost voyeuristic at times. The documentary's pacing is deliberately measured, which enhances the emotional weight of Rian’s reflections. Her journey from contemplation to anger is palpable, and it’s fascinating to see how the mere act of filming transforms their dynamic. The atmosphere is thick with tension, especially when Rian reacts to the edit — it’s really a study on vulnerability and how art can collide with personal boundaries. The practical effects here are minimal, but they don’t need to be flashy. The performances are grounded, capturing genuine moments of conflict and connection.

Intimate exploration of family dynamicsReflects on the nature of vulnerabilityA raw look at film as a medium of confrontation