Watashi wa kô shite ushinatta

About This Movie

So, 'Watashi wa kô shite ushinatta' is one of those pink films that carries a certain raw intimacy. The pacing feels almost like a slow burn, drawing you in with its gritty undercurrent. There's something about the practical effects that adds a layer of authenticity, matching the stark performances that feel unfiltered, almost voyeuristic. The themes explore loss and desire in a way that’s both haunting and oddly beautiful, leaving you with this lingering sense of introspection. It’s a film that doesn’t rush to provide answers, instead giving you that quiet discomfort that stays with you.

This film is quite a rarity in the collector's realm, with few quality prints circulating. It was released on various formats over the years, but finding an original VHS is becoming increasingly challenging. Interest has spiked due to its unique take on typical pink film tropes and the allure of Satoru Kobayashi's direction, even if his reputation isn't as widely recognized. Collectors should keep an eye out for any special screenings or underground releases that might pop up, as they don’t come by often.