When I Grow Up

About This Movie

So, 'When I Grow Up' is this intriguing piece that really takes you inside the mind of a filmmaker, or at least whatever was going on in their head. It’s not your typical narrative; instead, you get this patchwork of outtakes, unused scenes, and even some home footage that’s just so raw. The pacing is kind of erratic, which works with the feel of digging through someone’s personal archives. You see bits of unfinished films and it’s like a time capsule; the atmosphere is both nostalgic and a bit melancholic. It’s distinct, for sure, as it breaks away from the polished finish most films have. You get the sense of creativity and abandonment all wrapped up in one.

This film has had limited releases, which makes it quite sought after among collectors. The original format was a VHS, and it hasn't seen a wide digital release, further adding to its scarcity. Enthusiasts often appreciate its unpolished aesthetic and the behind-the-scenes glimpse it provides, creating a niche interest among those who delve into the more obscure or experimental side of cinema.